yank palm tree undies out of crack

[miz_anneliese]

Every now and then you have a day that just breaks you.

Let's review, shall we?

• Work should be BETTER by now. Instead I just get more and more stressed. I've been fidgety and frustrated all week, and today I worked from 7 AM to 7:45 PM. Not cool.
  
• My anti-socialism is becoming more of an issue, less of a quirk. I just don't want to do anything lately, especially anything that involves me and people I don't know well. People are going out tomorrow after work.. I should go. I kind of want to, and then again, kind of don't want to deal with the hassle. I have a wedding this Saturday, and a shower this Sunday, and then back to work where it all starts over again. I'm going bowling with my group on Friday, all afternoon. I don't even like bowling, but hey... everyone else is doing it. And yes, I do feel bad whining about my social occasions, but sometimes everyone needs to throw a pity party.
  
• I bailed on dinner with a friend of mine. So now I feel like a bad friend on top of everything else.
  
• I need to do laundry BADLY. I am down to the aforementioned undies (minus palm trees).
  
• There's a ton of non-work-related shit I've been slacking on.. "oh, I'll get to it once I stop coming home and WANTING TO KILL THINGS," I keep saying.
  
• I woke up this morning depressed. Why, you might ask? Well. I had dreams last night about my ex. Not the "Oh I hate him he's such a bastard" vengeful dreams, either. I had dreams that he was trying to better himself, that he wanted to be friends. I hugged him in my dream, and I couldn't make myself let go. I could feel the bulk of his body and I just wanted to touch him. I looked up and we could have kissed, but even my dream self knows better than to take it there.
  There was also laundry involved. Don't ask.
  
• I haven't gone to the gym regularly for months, so I now I feel like I should just walk around going "MOOOOOO"
  

Some days just really get to, yanno?

Comments

[trav.livejournal.com]

I've been having a down day meself. But I got your thank you card in the mail. You welcome ^_^ I lso got a chocolate shake. Those are a big help.