many things
Jul. 23rd, 2004 08:47 pm1) Wednesday was the day of the Tooth. My boy went under to get 8 teeth removed (he gets braces in a month) and my cat went under to get 4 of her teeth pulled as well. Everyone is recovering ok so far, though N is quite thoroughly bruised, but he got a buttload of pain meds, so in turn, I get some nice 'perks' from the deal, too ;)
2) I had a totally erotic dream about a girl on my friends list. Unfortunately, in my dream, I had to pack a bunch of crap before I got to the truly good part, and then my stupid alarm went off.
3) I had about 20 hours of overtime on my paycheck today.
4) I need to write more, desperately. I keep thinking that I'll make a resolution to do at least 1 entry a day, either here or at my site, and then I think "nah, I'll slip up in the first week, guaranteed." Mmm, self-fulfilling prophecy.
5) I need to make a Louisville trip, or an Indiana trip, or an Atlanta trip, sometime soon. Marc, if I go to L-ville, you'll hook me up with the cutie you brought to my wedding, right?
6) Every now and then I get the urge to play good music really loud in my car, and drive, and just keep driving to someplace I've never been, and get into a lot of trouble there, and come away with a really good Story.
7) A friend of mine was questioning yesterday what exactly happened in the 8 years since he split up from a dearly beloved ex. He said nothing of importance had happened. He'd dated a few girls, he moved, he got a new job, but the Deep Meaning was missing. I was thinking about that today when I looked at my badge at work, which has a perfectly awful picture of me, when I had my old pair of glasses and short hair. And I thought that technically, nothing important had happened to me, either, over the past 3 1/2 years. I went through a breakup, I got married, I'm still in the same job, I moved twice, I went to England. How do you define importance? It's not like some Huge Thing happened in my life, I didn't change the world, I probably didn't even change the people in my circle of friends. And yet everything that's happened has been important. That picture of me, on my badge, is a person I can barely find anymore. The short hair is gone, there's new glasses and contacts the majority of the time; the job's the same, but I have a new title; the boyfriend that was there when I started is gone, and I have a husband now; I've learned more about myself in the past 3 years than I have in the past 27; I have a passport and a friend in England; my life satisfies me.
8) I need more magick in my life. I need a magickal teacher again. I need the boot in the ass.
2) I had a totally erotic dream about a girl on my friends list. Unfortunately, in my dream, I had to pack a bunch of crap before I got to the truly good part, and then my stupid alarm went off.
3) I had about 20 hours of overtime on my paycheck today.
4) I need to write more, desperately. I keep thinking that I'll make a resolution to do at least 1 entry a day, either here or at my site, and then I think "nah, I'll slip up in the first week, guaranteed." Mmm, self-fulfilling prophecy.
5) I need to make a Louisville trip, or an Indiana trip, or an Atlanta trip, sometime soon. Marc, if I go to L-ville, you'll hook me up with the cutie you brought to my wedding, right?
6) Every now and then I get the urge to play good music really loud in my car, and drive, and just keep driving to someplace I've never been, and get into a lot of trouble there, and come away with a really good Story.
7) A friend of mine was questioning yesterday what exactly happened in the 8 years since he split up from a dearly beloved ex. He said nothing of importance had happened. He'd dated a few girls, he moved, he got a new job, but the Deep Meaning was missing. I was thinking about that today when I looked at my badge at work, which has a perfectly awful picture of me, when I had my old pair of glasses and short hair. And I thought that technically, nothing important had happened to me, either, over the past 3 1/2 years. I went through a breakup, I got married, I'm still in the same job, I moved twice, I went to England. How do you define importance? It's not like some Huge Thing happened in my life, I didn't change the world, I probably didn't even change the people in my circle of friends. And yet everything that's happened has been important. That picture of me, on my badge, is a person I can barely find anymore. The short hair is gone, there's new glasses and contacts the majority of the time; the job's the same, but I have a new title; the boyfriend that was there when I started is gone, and I have a husband now; I've learned more about myself in the past 3 years than I have in the past 27; I have a passport and a friend in England; my life satisfies me.
8) I need more magick in my life. I need a magickal teacher again. I need the boot in the ass.
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Date: 2004-07-25 04:48 pm (UTC)and as far as a magickal teacher, well, you just put it out the universe, so expect someone shortly. *mwah*
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Date: 2005-08-23 02:32 pm (UTC)Come to CoMO. Come to the darkside....
I need more magick in my life. I need a magickal teacher again. I need the boot in the ass.
I won't claim to be any sort of teacher, but I'd be happy to discuss the subject, if you like. Maybe your visit will coincide with ritual night for my coven?