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Jun. 6th, 2007 08:25 amI have a confession to make.
I am an extremely jealous person. My selfishness has ruined more than one relationship.
I don't want to be so jealous. I want to be able to trust and love and give freely and not give myself ulcers from wondering if something is wrong with me or my actions or over-analyzing every little detail wondering when the Bad Thing will happen.
I think a little bit of jealousy and selfishness is healthy, but sometimes I feel like I take it to extremes.
Or maybe this is hormones talking. I did go off birth control a month ago after 12+ years of being on it.
I am an extremely jealous person. My selfishness has ruined more than one relationship.
I don't want to be so jealous. I want to be able to trust and love and give freely and not give myself ulcers from wondering if something is wrong with me or my actions or over-analyzing every little detail wondering when the Bad Thing will happen.
I think a little bit of jealousy and selfishness is healthy, but sometimes I feel like I take it to extremes.
Or maybe this is hormones talking. I did go off birth control a month ago after 12+ years of being on it.
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Date: 2007-06-07 12:36 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-06-07 02:00 am (UTC)[insert Beldin icon here]
[boy I hope you're the one on my friends list who knows the Belgariad. :) ]
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Date: 2007-06-07 02:37 am (UTC)Well played. ;-)
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Date: 2007-06-07 08:17 pm (UTC)Guess I'm a little bit the same :/ oh well.. guess that the partner either lives with it or you split up. Simple.. yeah...
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Date: 2007-06-11 08:13 pm (UTC)You're human and have a few faults. At least you're aware of your feelings, which is more than most.